DAY 9,10, 11 OF MY TRANSFORMATION
This week has been a challenge for me.
Have you ever had a great week one week and then been totally off the next? I am sure many women can relate to this one.
It is March Break and my daughter is off and we are home not going away which is a big bummer I think for both of us. After going through everyday the same and not going anywhere no vacation at all since last March Break we are starting to feel stir crazy.
For me being a mom and being at home most of the time trying to figure out this online world and making an impact and losing weight I am feeling very overwhelmed.
I will say I feel very challenged and depressed at the moment because I am hearing from so many who are losing weight so easily and without much effort with Visalus. It upsets me because I know the stuff works amazing and I can not take it as it was wrecking my body really bad and very fast. So I have been un-able to take it. I still to this day struggle everyday with my fitness journey.
I do have amazing weeks but with very little change. I know there are things I can take that would help but no money to get them sometimes with everything else in life going on to take care of first. I am connected with Transformation.com but most people I do not hear from so much and no one in my home town who is doing it and have no support around me to keep moving. I wish I had that, someone to workout with to help me, to push me to be better and become stronger. I feel on my own. YES I will admit I need the help to move forward on this journey.
I am hoping to get myself moving again tomorrow, even if it’s down stars in the basement gym.
I think I need a vacation from life at the moment. I will say taking one last year really helped for awhile, giving time to re-cop and take time off from cooking and cleaning and having some ME time, or family time in our case.
Some times you have to ask yourself why am I doing this?
What do I need to do to change my life to what I want? Sometimes I find the answer those question scary and can be big steps.
I am going through some of those question right know. Asking what is it I want out of life? What do I want to experience?
Just some of my thoughts for today.
Hope everyone is enjoy there week, We are loving the weather we are having this week.
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